Okay fine… Don’t text back.
Meds.
I find myself thinking about writing on tumblr because its really one of the only things I can do. These meds are facking hilarious and I love being on them. I feel fabulous hahaha!
Its making me so fucking hyper though, and I just ate chocolate because I can’t eat enough food today. I’m so hungry. I like it. I’ll probably regret it later, but I don’t care.
I WANT TO FUCKING CUDDLE.
These stupid meds.
Ahhh they’re driving me off the wall hahahaha.
-S
high
I’m high off my ass from pain meds right now and all I can seem to think is about unicorns..
Its really sad actually.
-S
Him.
Spent my day with the boyfriennddd. God I can’t tell you how much I’ve missed laying on somebody like that..
And who’s a lot taller than me.
Literally. He’d just randomly fucking kiss me. Spontaneity. I love it. It was great. We just laid there watching Dodgeball, I got attacked by his dog probably 10 times, adorable. We played ping pong, oh lord it was just great.
Then we went swimming.
And I DIDN’T have to feel self-conscious. About anything. My skin, my body, anything. I felt comfortable with him. Its just great. Then walking back he finally held my hand.
I can’t even begin. I honestly feel so happy with him, I don’t want anything to fuck this up and I lose him. Its only been 6 days “in a relationship” but we had this connection way before that, it feels like longer.
I’m just counting the days when I can see him again..
:D <3
On another note, surgery on my nose tomorrow. It’ll be interesting to see what comes about from it, if it even really will help me breathe. If not, I’m just a lost cause. Pray to the Lord it helps me. <3
xoxo.
-S
Special.
It’s the first time anybody’s ever grabbed me by the waist and kissed me.
I literally almost died. Cutest thing of my life.
I can’t tell you how bad I have wanted anybody to do that to me.
FINAALSDIFJHAS;UDF
He makes me sooo happppyyyyyyy hahahahhaha,
Like I can’t even tell you.
Fuck everybody else.
Fuck sadness. I’m never going back.
-S
